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PostSubject: It's DoN & This is What I Wrote :)   Thu Apr 29, 2010 3:56 pm

Dedicated to the House of Night

It cools us on a hot summer day
It brings forth a peace
It satisfies our lungs
Air is the way we live
Please come forth to our circle.

The heat from it can ground us
Its entirety is beauty
The giver of comfort
Fire is hot to the touch
Please come forth to our circle.

Soothing to the touch
The thirst that it quenches
Its flow cleanses our thoughts
Water is smooth all around

Please come forth to our circle.

Sweet and beautiful the memories created
Running playing walking
The giver of hope
Earth is stable for us to depend
Please come forth to this circle

Makes us feel safe and loved
Deep within each and every soul
Purifies those who seek.
Spirit is nurturing to each of us
Please come forth to this circle

I pray to the Moon that here tonight
All our elements come into one place
To gather with our ritual
Without scaring the people and without a fight
I ask you to hold to us the Wiccan Rede
An’ ye harm none, do what ye will
In the perfection of your silver moonlight.

Thank you for the security you brought
Thank you for the lessons taught
Thank you for the purification
Thank you Spirit for being here
You may now leave us with your peace

Thank you for your stability brought
Thank you for the honey scent
Thank you for the hope you give
Thank you Earth for being here
You may now leave us with your support

Thank you for soothing us

Thank you for protecting us
Thank you for cleansing us
Thank you Water for being here

You may now leave us with your joy

Thank you for the heat you have given
Thank you for your thoughtful care
Thank you for the comfort sought
Thank you Fire for being here
You may now leave us with your wisdom

Thank you for protecting us
Thank you for giving us your breath
Thank you for your gift of freedom
Thank you Air for being here
You may now leave us with your gentle reminders.

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Just gunna stand there and watch me burn, but that's alright b'cuz I like the way it hurts
Just gunna stand there and hear me cry, but that's alright b'cuz I love the way youu lie.


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PostSubject: He Is My Everything ... But Am I His?   Sun May 02, 2010 3:55 am

He is my everything ... But am I his?


When a guy wont take the next step
Or take a leap of faith straight into the abyss
What is your chance of forever
Even though he promises just that sealed with a kiss

I don’t ever want to let him out of my grip
If someone had a chance they’d steal him in a moment
But am I what he wants for his forever
He says I’m the fucking best but the confusion that I have made me write this sonnet

The fear I have of losing him controls my every thought
My every single dream revolves around him
I worry all the time that my all just isn’t enough
That he will find his forever in a Jenny, Jan, Mel or Kim

I don’t know why I am so worried that I don’t mean anything
Whenever he spends his time with me he tells me I am his all
But this is a fear I just cannot squish
Because I know he deserves better than this, I’m just waiting to fall

My heart is his, beats solely for him
He is my everything and I love him more than anything
But could I let him go if he found someone else
That he loved and made his everything?

My heart is retartedly falling apart
As I sit in silence cherishing each and every day
I fear that one day I’ll wake up and he has changed his mind
That he will find the one he will take the next step with and I’ll be pushed away.

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Just gunna stand there and hear me cry, but that's alright b'cuz I love the way youu lie.
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PostSubject: I can.   Wed May 19, 2010 12:41 pm

I can


I can’t forget what youu did to us
But I do forgive youu
I won’t dwell on the bad
But the good hurts me


It was never supposed to be like this
It was supposed to be youu & me forever
Somewhere we got lost along the way
I’m not supposed to feel like this anymore


Not when my heart is his
He is my forever now
He does things that youu never did
Like love us unconditionally


He is everything that youu aren’t
& some of what youu are
Youu gave us up to fight the wolves
Youu said things about me


My daughter will never understand
The hate youu have for the one
The one who gave birth to her
She will never understand why youu love another


& she wont understand why I do too
Youu hurt us
We were still heart broken because of youu
He fixed us


& made us new
But that doesn’t explain why I can’t look at youu
& care about what happens to youu
That is something I could ever understand


Because I don’t hate, especially youu
Don’t get this wrong
It has nothing to do with youu
I don’t hate youu for my daughter


She needs to see love somewhere
& that’s right
She does
Between him and me


And the love we have for her
She is his and he is hers
As I am hers and she is mine
Youu are nothing to us from this day on


But I still care
& don’t want youu to hurt
So grow the fuck up
Stop hurting the people around youu


Stop hurting her
Stop hurting me
Then we will see what kind of person youu can be
The man I know youu could have been


Youu lost out buddy
And we gained
Gained a family
A real home-style family


With nothing bad hidden behind closed doors
Because for once in my life


Everything is Perfect!

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PostSubject: The End   Wed May 19, 2010 12:44 pm

The End


Forever
Is that too much to ask
When your breath is only breathed for him
When youu fell for him too fast
When he turns the lights down to a low dim


Love
Is that enough for the day
When youu are proud to walk hand in hand
When he makes everything okaii
When you start memorizing every word of his favourite band


Mercy
Is the only thing youu desire
When he is angry and your head feels under water
When his rage is like a blue fire
When he strikes with the roses he bought her


Forgiveness
Is what youu beg for
When youu didn’t make his favourite food
When youu were late to massage his core
When your eyes give away that thought so rude


Resentment
Is the feeling that rises within
When youu build up the strength to leave
When youu are about to throw the last punch towards him
When youu lose your Dad and youu aren’t allowed to grieve


Future
Is what is growing inside
When he raped and stole your freedom
When youu write in the diary in which youu confide
When youu gave yourself the day youu meet him


Anger
Is the end to all
When he stole your chance of being a Mom
When youu are afraid to walk in the mall
When youu took the time to set the bomb


Freedom
Is what youu awoke to
When the police took the pain he gave
When youu turned your life around just like youu do
When youu look at your healthy child with his cheerio’s that are his fave


I took a stand and this is the end.
End of the Abuse.
End of the Lies.
End of the Hurt.
End of us as we were.

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*courtney* & ~Jenny~ & Kix & ~Fire lover~ & Onyx
& EzzyStar & Rain & xxforeverxx & Vampire Freak & Alistair


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